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12/05/2004 -
Fol, i've been waiting for you here all day 'cause quite frankly I couldn't think about anything else the whole time. Really, my mum thinks i'm sick or something. Which I probably am. I might even have to stay off school tomorrow. Anyway, I figured that I just have to get my thougths down somewhere you may actually be inclined to look. Just in case I don't see you tonight, and the chances of that are closing rapidly as its 11:54 sunday night. I was really tired last night, and I almost certainly wasn't thinking straight. And i'm really sorry but even though it sounded like we'd almost resolved this in some way i'm just not convinced at all. I'm not convinced that theres anything about me that could possibly make me somehow a better girlfriend for you than LiLi. She's always been better than me, everyone knows it. She beats me in art contests without even trying, she'll always be more popular than me on the boards as long as she shows her prettier face every now and then. She's a good writer like you are, I can't write for crap, and I'm even worse at speaking. She's definately smarter and wiser than me, thats been long determined, and you seem to have found her much more interesting. I mean, she's quite literally beaten me on polls asking who is a generally better human being. And she's even got more troubles in her life worth complaining about, and she's probably far less whiney than I am. She's probably going to be more successful than me, too. Heck knows she is now. So she's got someone else, and you're stuck with me. I know you say you're happy, but I just still don't know if theres anything I could do for you that she couldn't do better. Somehow, it seems colder now... //Anonymous::6:46 PM EST\ # | |
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